Oh man, where has the time gone? I can't believe it has been 5 years since I have posted here. It's been an emotionally hard time since I posted last.
My dad's passing has been harder on me that I expected it would be. I think of him every day. Every. Single. Day. I think of all the things that should have been said, that should have been done...I feel like if I had known he was depressed, then I could have tried to get him help. I struggle every day with the things that should have happened and did not.
Just as hard is the fact that a good friend passed about 6 months after my dad. We didn't talk real often, but when we did, I felt like he really listened. He was one of few that really understood me, and I felt like I could really be myself around him...I think of my friend every single day as well.
I've been in the band all these years...got voted in my 14th year of president this past January. I'm getting tired of this as well. I'm looking for new things to keep me busy. I do have a travel blog that I try to post to once a week...been doing that for several years now. I'm now talking of starting up a youtube channel of the things we find out about when planning and traveling, and also the non profit things too. I'll have to keep up some videos stockpiled so we can post every week, if we decide to do it.
